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\n\t\tAbout me
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\"\" As a kid I loved to draw, I loved it more than anything. It \u201cstruggled\u201d my epilepsy and helped me understand the world, as well it helped the world to understand me. This is how it all started. Hospitals, busy parents, timid character. Hesitation, shame, fear, dreams. Most of the time daydreaming. I truly believed that I was able to succeed only in my dreams. I have been growing up misunderstood (\u043d\u0435\u0440\u0430\u0437\u0431\u0440\u0430\u043d\u0430) and lonely, I communicated mostly in my mind, mostly with myself. I cannot remember how I stated writing probably I found another way to express myself, another way to find comfort.
\nI met the love of my life at 16, we married young, had a child. People usually regret those kinds of choices, but for me these are the most meaningful moments of my life.
\nBut the world goes round\u2026 I stopped painting, I was \u201cpainting\u201d my daughter, the most fortunate and most loved creation of mine. I continued writing, because my need to share didn\u2019t leave me.<\/p>\n

My husband is working for a foreign company- we live a bit here, a bit there. I know it sounds interesting and indeed it is lots of fun and also can enrich your life. But sometimes it is hard and lonesome experience far from home far from relatives and friends\u2026 this is how I reunited with my first love – the painting. I clutched in it and seemed like everything fell into place\u2026
\nFor quite long time the man next to me incited me to show myself to the world. I was plucking up courage for long, but in June 2016 we published a book of poems. I am extremely happy to share with you, that it worked out well and it was also well embraced. You can find more information about my book of poems HERE<\/a> and HERE<\/a>.<\/p>\n

I thought I have missed lots of things in my life, but it turned out that the dreams come true, if you are honest with yourself and the others. And I truly believe that if you give your best no matter what the price is, the best comes right back to you. Decide to continue with the revelation and to show myself to you in colors with my paintings, you can see in the gallery of the website,\u00a0 so God help me…
\nThere is a thought that I really like, it is from a movie or something, I am not quite sure, but it sounded something like this: it is better to regret something you have done than something you haven\u2019t.<\/p>\n